Friday, December 30, 2011

Chojin Sentai Jetman Nostalgia





Out of the blue today, I began searching for my favorite sentai character hero, Gai Yuuki (Black Condor of Chojin Sentai Jettoman).  Guess what, I've found out that he guested in episode 28 of Kaizoku Sentai Gokaiger (2011 Sentai presentation).  Episode 28 was entitled "Wings Eternal."  I became excited because I just used to see Toshihide Wakamatsu as Gai Yuuki in Jetman since his dramas after Jetman were only shown in Japan.  I remember when I was at the hype of being a Jetman fanatic back in college, I would even visit his official website made by him and would use Babel Translator to translate the Japanese characters of the website.  Then, after sometime, I shifted my interest to newer Asian series.




BRIEF BACKGROUND ABOUT Kaizoku Sentai Gokaiger




Kaizoku Sentai Gokaiger is the 35th presentation of  Toei Company for Super Sentai.  As the theme of this sentai, the rangers are pirates from outer space who came to earth to look for the "Greatest Treasure in the Universe."  This greatest treasure could only be in their possessions if they acquire the "greater powers" of the 34 Sentai Series heroes.  In search of the greatest treasure, they encountered Empire Zangyack in which its earlier invasion on Earth became a failure because its forces were defeated by the earlier 34 Sentai heroes. Gokaiger aimed to master the powers of the 34 Sentai heroes to fight and end the Zangyack forces.


BRIEF HISTORY ABOUT CHOJIN SENTAI JETMAN




Chojin Sentai Jettoman was shown in Japan in 1991. The series started with the scientists discovering "Birdonic Waves" which can be bio-engineered to bond them to humans through advanced technology to obtain superhuman abilities.  J-Project was formed with Commander Aya "Chokan" Odagiri as its director.  She, then, recruited 5  Skyforce officials  for the J-Project including Ryu Tendo and his girlfriend, Rie Aoi.  They both agreed with Aya that their relationship won't affect their responsibilities as warriors. Inside the International Defense Space Ship, after the Birdonic Wave was successfully transferred to Ryu Tendo (as Red Hawk), alien invaders (Vyram) headed by Radigue started their attack.  Aya and Rie dragged the weakened Ryu.  While getting out of chaos, a huge hole sucked Rie to the outer space leaving Ryu in hysteria.  Aya knocked the panicking Ryu and  escaped before the spaceship totally exploded. The capsule where the other 4 Birdonic Waves were stored was destroyed scattering on Earth like 4 lightnings hitting 4 civilians who had different personalities and were in refusal (during the beginning of the series) to be Jetman and protect the earth. 




THE GUY NAMED GAI YUUKI 
 


Black Condor is the alter ego of Gai Yuuki.  He was the most obnoxious member of the Jetman force.  He was a lone wolf guy who loved flirting with women.  He loved to smoke, drink, gamble, and play saxophone.  At the beginning of the series, he would always opposed Ryu and had a lot of fist fights with him.  He also developed a deep love to his teammate, Kaori Rokumeikan because of her finesse and determination to be a soldier in spite of  a very sheltered life she had.  His hatred to Ryu flamed when he learned that Kaori liked Ryu.  Ryu, during those moments, was still in grief after losing his fiancee, Rie Aoi (who was made a Vyram as Maria).  Gai and Kaori became a couple for a short while.  Gai seeing the strong Ryu collapsed with his lost love, realized his role as the the second leader of the Jetman.  He faced Grey to a duel and defeated him.

Years after the final battle with the Vyram, Gai was stabbed when he was buying flowers for Kaori and Ryu's wedding.  He was stilll able to go to the wedding, talk to Ryu and bid goodbye from afar to Kaori.  Then, he lost consciousness sitting on the bench.






Revealing The Mystery


 It was a mystery to every sentai fans especially Jetman fanatics what really happened to him - if he really died although it was evident that he became unconscious on the bench.


I read a lot of sentai forums and they have one thing in common.  They all find Gai's death pointless.  Why kill Gai without purpose?  Although, during the interview with Toshihide Wakamatsu, he said that Toshike Inoue revealed to him that Gai would die at the end of the series. I agreed with the forumers, however.  There were other sentai heroes who were killed as the series progressed but their deaths had purposes.  They died to save their teammates.  


After 19 years of being puzzled, finally, the sentai writers came up with an answer.  Gai Yuuki's ghost manifested in episode 18 of Kaizoku Sentai Gokaiger.  His grave was shown as an evident of his death.  His former teammates, however, still visit him regularly offering mementos on his grave.  


  


His spirit came back warning the Gokaiger to attain Jetman power on their own and not bother the other Jetmen who are now living peacefully.  I was also ecstatic watching Jetman again in the new age.


MY OPINION


Gai's ghost
  


Though, the writers came up with lucidity through this episode, somehow I'm still sad of the fact that Gai really died at then end.  Hence, it was a good reminiscent seeing the older Gai (Toshihide Wakamatsu) fight again as black condor.  He was like the young Gai in Jetman, obnoxious at first but righteous in the end.  Toshiki Inoue gave justice in bringing  Gai's character again.  Truly a great bet to Toshihide of not writing anymore if he would reject this appearance. Maybe, he had read a lot of fans complaining of Gai's death and came up with this answer.  How noble it may get?


Gai's music then and now
  


Gokaiger also features Bioman and Maskman bringing back my childhood memories (two of the most popular sentai series in the Philippines).


Original Maskman   
Gokaiger Maskman




Original Bioman      


 Gokaiger Bioman




Original Jetman   


Gokaiger Jetman




Gai as Black Condor
  


Gai and Black Condor
His final battle with Grey
   

His battle with Kiaido 




Gai to Ryu in final episode of Jetman:  That was the blue sky we used to protect.







Gai to Joe:  Now, it's your team's time to protect the blue sky.


 

Saturday, December 24, 2011

Gifts for my friends - Ashe's Boss Day 11

I woke early today to meet up and have breakfast with my former colleagues.  I miss them a lot.  I readied all the gifts I'd be giving to them.  Those were the perfumes I personally made.  My version of Chanel #5.  I put them to a 5-mL bottle.  Those I'd be giving to my mommies in QA and for Maam Donna were in a bigger and  and more elegant bottle.  I hope they like it.  Good thing, McDonalds in Paseo Center was still opened.  It was like a "blast from the past" when I saw PP together with Mojacko and Alfred (haha) passing by inside the building.  I remember those times when I thought they could notice I liked Ashe's Boss.  Yeah, I just thought they did.  Right now, at least I proved how much Ashe's Boss really mean to me.  I guess they've already noticed I'm no longer working in the company.

I was ecstatic when I so Jo and Ron.  I missed my little sis and my little bro in the company.  I handed to Jo my gift to her.  She also had a gift for me.  I texted another friend, Jen that I was in McDo.  I also texted Meann.  Then, we started telling our lives in the past few months.  I knew there were so much to talk about.  Until Jen came.  I asked Ron to take a picture of the 3 of us.  Sorry, Ron.  I was very happy seeing my 2 closest friends.  I knew they were quite okay.  Jo and Ron got up to the production for their shifts.  Jen was left with me as we continued having breakfast.  She bought food for me as well (for lunch).  She asked me to do a list of the perfumes so she could order and tell about it to others.  I thought it was a great idea.  I hope I could do that within the next few weeks.

Then, she told me she would like to buy "Banapple" for me.  It was at the chain of food stalls at the Ayala Triangle.  It was just across the Paseo Center.  We went there while still talking about our whereabouts.  As we enter, I saw 2 QAs.  I was wishing that they were waiting for their former boss there.  Just hoping.  I knew Ashe's Boss won't want to talk or even bump into with former colleagues.  I just hope he's really healed.  I was overwhelmed with the foods Jen bought for me.  After that, I went up with her to hand the gifts I'd be giving to Maam Donna, Ate Dory, and Mommy G.  The 2 security guard (kuyas) greeted me and  asked me, "How are you, maam?  Merry Christmas.  I know they could still remember me.  It's nice seeing them. I then texted Maam Donna that I was in the reception area.  When I saw her, I shrieked in excitement.  She immediately told me that she hadn't given yet the gifts I wanted to give to Ashe's Boss. I told her she could give that next year. I was somewhat relieved because I thought that was the reason why he deleted her and Ate Dory as FBs friends.  I thought it maybe not.  However, it still baffled me somehow.  I told Maam Donna that I wanted to watch the concert of "Coro Animo" last November but I couldn't file a leave.  She told me that Ashe's Boss would like that; that someone he knew was watching the concert.  Okay, next time they would have a concert, I would definitely watch it.  I just wish he's there.  I just asked Maam Donna to hand my gifts to Mommy G (whose on leave) and Ate Dory.  I was kinda shy to ask for her.  Then, I bid goodbye to her.  I wasn't emotional when I went down the building.  I was just happy seeing them and giving them gifts.  Some of the gifts were for other friends who couldn't go out the production because of the break tracker.  I wish I could talk to them some other time.  I'm thanking the Lord that he allowed me to give small happiness to my friends.

I also just bought gifts to my mom and dad since my sister texted me that my dad was complaining he has only few clothes.  I hope these clothes would fit them.

Tonight, I won't be spending Noche Buena for the first time.  After work, hopefully, I could hear Christmas Eve Mass then I would just go to bed and prepare for tomorrow's work.  Not the same Christmas I used to spend but, I'm really happy knowing that I already gave the Birthday Celebrant (Jesus Christ) my gifts to HIM.

May all of us remember the His Great love is the true meaning of Christmas.

Merry Christmas to all!

Thursday, December 22, 2011

From Edsa to Mckinley Hill

Since the Suntrust Properties' main office is located in Mckinley Hill, I had to find a way to go to there without hurting your pocket riding a cab (which I usually do everytime I need to go to a place here in NCR for the first time). Voila! I discovered how to get there with a regular fare.  I just had to tolerate some little traffic on the way.


Here's a simple direction on how to travel from Edsa to Mckinley Hill. 


If you came from south, ride a city bus going with sign board Cubao/Ayala/Ortigas and then go down to Guadalupe.  Look for Jollibee as the landmark for the jeepney terminal. Ride the jeepney with signboard "Housing/Market Market/Gate 3/Mckinley Hill".  This jeep will pass by Mckinley Hill.


You can also take MRT then go down to Guadalupe station.  Look for Jollibee as the landmark for the jeepney terminal. Ride the jeepney with signboard " Housing/Market Market/Gate 3/Mckinley Hill ".  This jeep will pass by Mckinley Hill.


If you came from north, ride a city bus going to Ayala/MIA/Alabang/LRT Leveriza then go down to Guadalupe.   Look for Jollibee as the landmark for the jeepney terminal. Ride the jeepney with signboard " Housing/Market Market/Gate 3/Mckinley Hill ".  This jeep will pass by Mckinley Hill.


You can also take MRT then go down to Guadalupe station.  Look for Jollibee as the landmark for the jeepney terminal. Ride the jeepney with signboard " Housing/Market Market/Gate 3/Mckinley Hill ".  This jeep will pass by Mckinley Hill.


That simple!









Wednesday, December 21, 2011

Will definitely miss Feast

I will definitely miss Feast for 2 weeks.  I hope I could still attend Feast in 2012.  I hope my schedule won't hinder it.  I hope can attend Feast Ortigas as well.  I'm really hoping that I could be a part of training ministry.

The last Feast 2011 was really remarkable.  It made me cry.  Bro. Bo told there that instead of grumble be grateful.  This 2011, I think I became more grateful with things happened in my life.  I'm really grateful for where I am now.  Just last Saturday, I attended the perfumer seminar.  I told myself, hey, I learned new stuff.  Last Sunday after Feast I hurried to the store to buy the materials.  I couldn't wait to go home to Laguna to start making perfumes.  I just didn't buy the measuring materials because I thought they were too expensive.  I just tried to find other measuring cups that we're not using anymore.  The only thing I tried to find was the 5mL graduated cylinder.  I needed to measure mL and the measuring cups I had had only 10 mL on it.  I went to all bookstores in our town to look for graduated cylinder but no one had it.  Finally, I decided to go to SM National Bookstore, but sad to say, it wasn't available also.  I instead asked the cashier if they had stirring rod.  The guy showed it to me and when I asked him how much, he said that he would just look for the price.  He went upstairs.  I waited for 20 minutes hoping that it would be much cheaper than the other stirring rod I first saw.  When I saw the guy went down panting his way back to the cash registry, he told me Php 97.25.  I told him okay, I'll get it.  I pitied him for his effort so I just bought it, payment for his effort.  He was anyway very welcoming of me.  That's the price of being passionate to your work. I devoted my 2 days off mixing and bottling the perfumes.  I'd be giving those to my former colleagues.  Those are my personalized version.  I hope they'd like it.  I also hope I could start a business from this.  Cross fingers!

Sunday, December 18, 2011

DesTab Fragrance


Inspired By Scents is quality perfumes inspired by famous international brands.  Our fragrances are mixed using organic materials, so we can guarantee our customers safe products.  
Our mission is to be a leader in this industry, give business opportunities, precision with our products, and quality customer service.
Featured products:  
Available sizes
30mL --- Php 150.00 (for women in Twisted Bottle available in pink, green, and purple color) 
                                  (for men inTwisted Clear Bottle)
50mL ---Php 210.00 (for women Women's Perfume Bottle Pump Spray)
                                 (for men MPB Clear Glass Bottle)
*Request for 100mL (Php 500.00) can also be made and can be delivered upon meet ups.  *Request for 10 mL (50.00) in Clear Tube Bottle with Plastic Pump Spray can also be made with minimum of 20-piece order or Php 600 amount of order.
Available scents
FOR WOMEN
Giorgio Armani - Acqua di gio
Christian Dior - J'adore
Paris Hilton - Paris Hilton
Chanel - No.5
Hugo Boss - Hugo Woman
DKNY - Be Delicious Woman
Lacoste - Inspiration
Versace - Crystal Noir
Lancome - Miracle
Emporio Armani - Diamonds
Moschino - I Love Love
Estee Lauder - Pleasures
Estee Lauder - Pure White Linen
Issey Miyake - L'eau De Issey
Christian Dior - J'adore L'eau Cologne Florale
Bvlgari - Blv Eau De Parfum II
Elizabeth Arden - Green Tea
Cacharel - Amor Amor
Dolce & Gabbana - Light Blue
Lancome - Hypnose
Giorgio Armani - Armani Code
Christian Dior - Hypnotic Poison
Incanto Charm - Ferrgamo
Burberry - Burberry London
Gucci - Rush
Chanel #5 - Chanel
Victoria's Secret - Pink
Poeme by Lancome
Poison by Christian Dior
Provocative by Elizabeth Arden
The One by Dolce and Gabbanna

FOR MEN
Black Code by Armani
Black XS by Paco Rabanne
Blue Jeans by Versace
Boss Bottled by Hugo Boss
Bvlgari Blue by Bvlgari
Cool Waters by Davidoff
Desire by Dunhill
Fahrenheit by Christian Dior
Havana by Aramis
Hugo Boss Dark Blue by Hugo Boss
Issey Miyake by Issey Miyake
Jean Paul Gaultier by Jean Paul Gaultier
Life by Aramis
D&G Light Blue by Dolce and Gabbanna
Paco Rabanne by Paco Rabanne
Prada by Prada
Paco Rabanne Black XS by Paco Rabanne
Diesel by Diesel
Carolina Herrera 212 by Carolina Herrera 
For other scents available, text or email me.  Contact details below.
Other Services: 
Corporate Gifting
Weddings/Parties and other functions souvenirs
Business opportunities or career opportunities - For those who want to resell our perfumes to their colleagues, schoolmates, relatives, etc.  Commission-based salary.

SHIPPING RATES 
Courier fees applies, to be shouldered by buyer.

PAYMENT MODE 
At least 25% deposit for orders Php1,000 above before the meet-up as assurance we are dealing with a serious buyer to aboif any short cancellation.  Your deposit will then be deducted from the total amount of your order.
You can pay me through:
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bank deposit (BPI)
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Cash on delivery (upon meet ups for 5 or more items only) I can meet up buyers at Glorietta Ayala Makati, Market Market Mall, Shangrila Mall Edsa, SM Megamall, Robinsons Pioneer, Rockwell Powerplant, MRT Stations, (SM Calamba, or Waltermart Calamba by appointment).

FREEBIES
Self-made samples (two (10mL each) of perfume for men (RommVive) and for women (ChelFlor) will be given for every successful orders absolutely FREE.

CONTACT DETAILS
If you have any inquiry, email me at sis.cattleya@gmail.com
Mobile phone:  09282313675


Thank you!








I'm an independent business owner looking for part-time sales agents who can help in marketing my new line of perfumes.  Salary is 35% of the agent's total sales.  You can now earn lucratively by selling inspired signature perfumes to friends, family & colleagues. You determine your earning capacity.
IMPORTANT NOTE: Only serious applicants will be screened.
 Qualifications:
1)  Should be 19 years old and above 
2)  Preferably female (male should be a college student)
3)  At least college level or college undergraduate
4)  Stay-home moms may apply
5)  Preferably residing in Mandaluyong, Makati City, Laguna, Batangas, Cavite, Las Pinas, Manila, Pasig, Taguig City but not required
6)  Customer-service oriented, HONEST, enthusiastic, team player, can work with minimal supervision, has innovative marketing strategy
7)  Can start immediately
8)  Applicants may sell the products to his or her own preference (anywhere and any legal means)
Requirements:
1) One copy of comprehensive resume or biodata with 2 x 2 colored-picture (white background)
*Please provide 1 photocopy of each for the following requirements below and present the original copies upon screening
2) Valid ID (school ID for students) or (company ID for part-timers) and two (2) government issued IDs or Updated NBI clearance  
3) Cedula (residence certificate if any)
4) Birth certificate (preferably NSO certified)
For interested applicants, you may send your resume at sis.cattleya@gmail.com.  For inquiries, call or text  09282313675.
  
 PERFUME RAW MATERIALS
Inspired By Scents is quality perfumes inspired by famous international brands.  Our fragrances are mixed using organic materials, so we can guarantee our customers safe products.  
Our mission is to be a leader in this industry, give business opportunities, precision with our products, and quality customer service.
We're currently selling perfume raw materials in very afforable prizes.

FRAGRANCE OILS (Inquiries for other scents is very much welcomed.  Contact us at 09282313675
FOR WOMEN
Giorgio Armani - Acqua di gio
Christian Dior - J'adore
Paris Hilton - Paris Hilton
Chanel - No.5
Hugo Boss - Hugo Woman
DKNY - Be Delicious Woman
Lacoste - Inspiration
Versace - Crystal Noir
Lancome - Miracle
Emporio Armani - Diamonds
Moschino - I Love Love
Estee Lauder - Pleasures
Estee Lauder - Pure White Linen
Issey Miyake - L'eau De Issey
Christian Dior - J'adore L'eau Cologne Florale
Bvlgari - Blv Eau De Parfum II
Elizabeth Arden - Green Tea
Cacharel - Amor Amor
Dolce & Gabbana - Light Blue
Lancome - Hypnose
Giorgio Armani - Armani Code
Christian Dior - Hypnotic Poison
Incanto Charm - Ferrgamo
Burberry - Burberry London
Gucci - Rush
Chanel #5 - Chanel
Victoria's Secret - Pink
Poeme by Lancome
Poison by Christian Dior
Provocative by Elizabeth Arden
The One by Dolce and Gabbanna

FOR MEN
Black Code by Armani
Black XS by Paco Rabanne
Blue Jeans by Versace
Boss Bottled by Hugo Boss
Bvlgari Blue by Bvlgari
Cool Waters by Davidoff
Desire by Dunhill
Fahrenheit by Christian Dior
Havana by Aramis
Hugo Boss Dark Blue by Hugo Boss
Issey Miyake by Issey Miyake
Jean Paul Gaultier by Jean Paul Gaultier
Life by Aramis
D&G Light Blue by Dolce and Gabbanna
Paco Rabanne by Paco Rabanne
Prada by Prada
Paco Rabanne Black XS by Paco Rabanne
Diesel by Diesel
Carolina Herrera 212 by Carolina Herrera

BOTTLES: 
Aluminized Glass Bottle Size: 12ml Available in Pink, Purple, Apple green and Red color - Php 15.00

12 Ring Perfume Bottle -- Php 24.00
Clear glass perfume bottle with 12 ring design.
Size: 20ml
Clear Glass Mist Bottle -- Php 27.00
size: 30ml
Available Color: Silver
Clear Tube Bottle with Plastic Pump Spray -- Php 10.00
Size: 10ml
Color:
Blue
Green
Pink
Purple
Transparent
Frosted Round Glass Bottle -- Php 21.00
Size: 10ml
Available Color:
Transparent
Black

Flower Glass Bottle -- Php 37.00
Size: 30ml
Frosted Round with Aluminum Pump Spray 10ml -- Php 13.00
Frosted Round with Aluminum Pump Spray 5ml -- Php 10.00
Heart Perfume Bottle 35ml -- Php 35.00
Available Color:
Red
Pink
Jackie Perfume Bottle -- Php 33.00
Size: 35 ml
Available in Black and Blue color
Long Skirt Perfume Bottle -- Php 32.00
Size: 30ml
Available Color:
Pink
Red
Mens Perfume Bottle Square Clear Glass with Black Pump Spray -- Php 33.00
Size: 50ml
Available Color: Black, Green, Gold, Light Blue, Silver

Plastic Pen Perfume Bottle -- Php 12.50
Size: 9ml
Available Color:
Orange
Pink
Purple
Blue
Green
Sexy Perfume Bottle -- Php 35.00
Size: 45ml
Available in Pink and Purple
Twisted Bottle -- Php 31.00
Size: 18ml
Available in Pink, Green and Purple color

Women's Perfume Bottle Pump Spray -- Php 32.00
Available Size: 30ml and 50ml
Available Colors:
Silver
Purple
Gold
Green
Pink

Other perfume raw materials will be posted soon.

IMPORTANT NOTE:  Orders should be one dozen and above. 

SHIPPING RATES  
Courier fees applies, to be shouldered by buyer.

PAYMENT MODE 
At least 25% deposit for orders Php1,000 above before the meet-up as assurance we are dealing with a serious buyer to aboif any short cancellation.  Your deposit will then be deducted from the total amount of your order.
You can pay me through:
Globe GCash 
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or 

bank deposit (BPI) 
Image and video hosting by TinyPic
   

Cash on delivery (upon meet ups for 5 or more items only) I can meet up buyers at Glorietta Ayala Makati, Market Market Mall, Shangrila Mall Edsa, SM Megamall, Robinsons Pioneer, Rockwell Powerplant, MRT Stations, (SM Calamba, or Waltermart Calamba by appointment).

CONTACT DETAILS:
If you have any inquiry, email me at sis.cattleya@gmail.com
Mobile phone:  09282313675


Thank you!

Last Feast For 2011 - Ashe's Boss Day 10

Good thing, I managed to attend the last Feast for 2011.  There would be no Feast on Christmas Day and New Year.  That's my big problem right now; where to attend mass on December 24 and 25?  Anyway, I was hoping that the mass would be a special one.  I was quite excited  for that.  That would be a Christmas Mass for the Feast attendees.  I was right.

Thursday, December 15, 2011

Nostalgia of 2011 - Ashe's Boss Day 10

Starting today I will be blogging past events that happened to me this 2011, month per month, beginning January 2011.  It's because a lot has happened to my life this 2011.  I have learned a lot, met new friends, have a new job, taken challenges, found new mentors, etc.  Now, let me start.

January 2011

New year, new beginning, just as I thought.  I'm one of those few people who has full of hope and energized everytime New year comes.  I also had my own New Year's resolution.  Obviously, I failed to do that, to lose weight.  I'm not that fat but I still want to see myself thinner to fit  and to look good with dresses I want to wear.

I was still with my former company during this period.  I was still hoping that my Christmas wishes would be granted.  I was willing to receive it open arms even if God sent those to me late.  What was that?  To get promoted and to meet Ashe's boss.  The promotion was not just for the salary increase.  Many editors in our company were telling me that my salary was higher than theirs plus there was more pressure with their jobs.  That was true.  But more than the salary itself, I wanted to feel growth in the company I was working with for more than 2 years.  I won't say that money was not important, but  I need to grow.  I didn't want to remain stagnated.  But my superiors were blind with whatever "best I did with my job."  I prayed to God that I was willing to wait for it to happen, anyway, I had a reason to stay still with the company.  I didn't want to resign because Ashe's boss was still there.  He was still with the company.  I thought if I would resign, I won't be able to see him.  Some would think it was a very shallow reason.  But I guess, it was one way to hold on with my job.  Any unemployed Filipino living in the Philippines would understand why one has to endure to stay in the company they work with even though they're not happy at all because of the high unemployment rate in the Philippines.  It's not like if you resigned then applied to another company, you would get hired immediately.  I experienced that, so I didn't want to take the risk.  As most of Filipinos say, "At least you have a job.  At least you're earning."  It's a sad truth.  Some would take the risk only to find out that the new company who hired them is worse than their former company.  Isn't that ironic?

If I found happiness and enjoyment inside my workplace, it was because of Ashe's boss.  He made me stay in the company to keep the hope that sooner I'd finally get promoted. That's why I continued doing my job the best that I could.  I still continued to be a team player in spite all of the intrigues, the politics, and all in our account.  I became more professional.


Wednesday, December 14, 2011

Listen without prejudice - Ashe's Boss Day 9

I planned everything.  I'm organizing as I act towards what I desire.  I didn't plan to tell the whole world about this.  I want to feel all the blessings that I'm getting.  I want to enjoy it.  I know if I would just stick on my job, nothing would happen and so I started to visualize God's dreams for me. But I didn't realize that there would be a person who would discourage me.  Not just an ordinary person, but a person really close to me.

I'm a good listener.  I know when to comment and when just to listen to friend's stories.   That's why my friends love to tell their stories to me.  They know if they did something out of this world, I would just smile and won't condemn them.

This morning, I was depositing my payment for a seminar.  It's a 50% off seminar, and I want to take advantage on that.  I would only pay Php 250.  When this person asked me what was that for,  I was skeptical if I would tell him.  He won't understand anyway.  I knew he really won't.  But as I told you, he was really a very close person to me.  The line in the bank was tremendous.  Good thing, we knew an employee there and she helped us with the payment  (sorry for those who were lined up earlier than us).  When we're about to leave the bank, he asked again what was that for.  I finally told him the truth that it was a payment for a seminar because I'm planning to venture to this small business with a small capital.  He reacted violently with his loud voice.  Most likely, he was discouraging me.  It was painful.  The lack of support from them since I was young flashed back from mind then traveled down to my heart which felt like a stab.  I  stayed still.  I convinced myself I should understand him.  I still talked to him pretending I wasn't not affected by his reaction.  Waiting for the bus was so long, I wouldn't want to spend several more minutes beside him.  I just wanted to be out of his sight to let my tears fall, but I continued pretending I was okay.  The wait was so long and finally, a bus to Cubao arrived.  I went down the car and waved - gesturing that I would already ride the bus.  Inside the bus, I could still feel the pain.  I was praying to God that He took away that pain and that I won't get discouraged and still continue to act to materialize my vision.  God whispered to me that I should say yes this to Him this time.

I remember when I rejected Him when I was young.  I didn't continue my organ lesson to be the organ player in our chapel.  I was only a teenager that time.  I would rather play, watch TV, or just stay home.  I skipped the organ lessons until I found myself avoiding to hear Holy Mass in our chapel.  Instead, I would attend Holy Mass in the town proper church.  I didn't realize I was refusing Him.  Until I read this blog from Bro. Bo Sanchez http://bosanchez.ph/god-will-use-you-if-you-say-yes/.  I felt bad about this.  I didn't imagine that since young, even though I have that desire to serve Him, I said no to Him.  Now, with all passion, I know I'm slowly on my way back to where He wanted me to be many years ago.  He could have been used me all those years.  But now, I really know He wants me to serve.  I am now willing to say yes to my Creator.

I have a wish today, I hope I could draw Ashe's boss towards Him as well.  He's not prayerful-type of person but I know he's a member of chorale.  Somehow, if his chorale group is singing for a Holy Mass, he's still serving.  Somehow.  I don't know how.  Being with him, I could not find anyway.  After weeks of thinking how to act on this dream, I finally took the risk.  I wish he would find time to be bothered.  It's for him and for his family.

Monday, December 12, 2011

Wishes - Ashe's Boss Day 8

I wasn't not used to asking or wishing anything.  It was hard for me to generate my heart's desire to my mind then to my mouth.  I would feel it but I couldn't say it.  I think I was really shy and was scared to be rejected.  I grew up working hard by myself to attain what I want.  I was independent in that aspect.  It's totally different now.  I guess I've grown to know more about myself.  God led me to learning how to put what's inside my heart into words, including Ashe's boss (that's why he's included in my Novena.  Now, I know what to ask and would still act to make my wishes/my desires happen.  Just one thing I know I can't do anything about it, doing something to be with him.  All of my dreams as of this very moment; I'm doing something to make them happen.  It's totally different when it comes to him.  I wish I would know how.

This year, I have to work on Christmas Eve and Christmas Day.  This is the first Christmas I won't be spending with my family.  The thought of it makes me sad (really sad).  I've always loved Christmas (just like young kids excited with opening their gifts and receiving aguinaldo from their relatives, godfather, and godmother).  I only had simple Christmas celebrations with my family.  We would go to Christmas Eve Mass and watch the "Panunuluyan"  (a small role play about Joseph and Mary looking for a place for Jesus' birth through song).  After the Mass, we'd eat Noche Buena.  But I think it would still be different if I won't be spending this year's Christmas with my family.

Suddenly, a wish came in my mind.  I hope I could celebrate Christmas with him and his family instead.  They live in Makati, and it's not far from my place.  I just want to celebrate Christmas with people "I love" (wink).

HOLY FAMILY

Friday, December 9, 2011

new

I deleted my blog entries.  Such a mess.

What to write? - Ashe's Boss Day 8

Ashe's boss mother is sick.  I hope she'll get better.  I really am hoping for miracle to happen, that one day she'd be healed, one day she could walk again.  I saw her picture.  She seemed to be a good mom.  I know she's proud of her eldest son.  

Tuesday, December 6, 2011

New World - Ashe's Boss Day 7

Where could he be?
I'm wondering what he is doing
I hope he's wearing a smile
I hope he's always fine

Can't think of any post today.  I'm quite exhausted but I find this new world exciting and thrilling.  May the Lord help me settle in this path.




Monday, December 5, 2011

Bully Kid - Ashe's Boss Day 6


I was browsing the net in preparation for tomorrow's appointment with Miss Doris.  I was doing a research when I stumbled on this blog http://martinaquino.wordpress.com/2007/04/07/im-getting-a-story-published-in-kerygma-magazine.  I was intrigued because somewhere in my heart, I also want to be featured in Kerygma Magazine (hehe). Seriously.  But it depends how interesting and inspiring my life is or was.  While reading this article, I remember again a special someone (Ashe's Boss, of course).  Remember Maam Donna?  She used to tell me that he was being bullied when he was in high school (at Don Bosco Makati) by Sir Marco (supervisor of the MT-Georgia account in my former company and a friend of mine).  When I heard about this story, I confronted him (in a friendly, joking manner).  I asked him, "Sir, did you really bully him when you were in high school?"  He nodded while laughing.  I asked again, "What were you doing to him?"  He said, "nothing, I was a good boy."  I rolled my eyes and raised my eyebrow.  I knew Ashe's Boss used to be a commandant in his senior year.  He was a kind commandant from what I heard, very patient.  He was aloof back then and would just stay inside the library to read.  Isn't it quite strange that my high school  crush (my first crush) used to be in the library all the time and aloof to my boy classmates also? Am I meant to like this type of guys?  I guess I'm meant to be a geek stalker.  I used to go in our school library before just to take a glimpse of him while pretending to read books.  But later on, I found reading books really satisfying, thrilling, and full of learning.

I thought that the situation of bullying and being the bully victim was funny.  This is similar to movies where two people who knew each other when they were young separated and crossed  each other's path again.  How sweet?   As for Sir Marco, everytime he sees Ashe's Boss in the office, he would hide from him.  Haha!  Lesson learned, be kind to people you encounter everyday because you won't know, you might see that person again in another place and time.




Sunday, December 4, 2011

Last night's dream - Ashe's Boss Day 5


Last Friday, toxicity got into my brains, so I failed to put an entry.  Yesterday was my day off.  Now,  I'm continuing this blog's existence.

Last night, I dreamt of Maam Donna (co-QA supervisor of Ashe's boss) and Ate Dory (his QA analyst) .   I didn't know where we were.  All I can remember was there were 2 nipa huts, like the ones we used in Subic during company's outing this year.  When I saw Maam Donna,  I hugged her and told her, "condolence, Maam Donna."  (I read in FB that Maam Donna's dad  passed away several weeks ago.  I felt sad about that.)   She stayed in the other nipa hut with her QA analysts.  Yes, they were also his QA analysts.  I felt  I started missing him.  It felt like that dream happened after his resignation.  I was sitting in the nipa hut with Ate Dory.  I talked to Ate Dory and told her that I missed her and Maam Donna.  I can't remember if I asked her about him.  Maybe, I was shy.  I didn't want to use my closeness with her to know his whereabouts, just as before.  That's far from his knowledge.   Why?  Until now, I'm still wondering why he deleted these 2 friends of ours in FB.  Is it possible that I'm the reason why?  He might be thinking they're trying to matchmake him with me.  At some point I know my fault, but it wasn't a henious crime.  I just wanted to lift him up during that dark moment of his life.  It was just a message.  I'm not a bad person after all.

Putting Clarity

I knew both Ate Dory and Maam Donna.  They knew that I liked him, but I already liked him long time ago before I admitted to them.  I became somehow close to Ate Dory when we rode the same bus to Laguna (we both go home to Laguna during our 2 days off).   She knew me by face before that.  My station that time was near to the QAs' station.  We chatted inside the bus.   We became friends in FB.  We would leave comments to each other's wall.  Until one time, I wrote something about Ashe's boss in my wall, something about my admiration to him, but I didn't mention his name, of course.  Ate Dory asked me who was this guy.  I emailed her and told her it was her supervisor.  She never said that to anyone, I knew that.  She was just with me as I enjoyed the feeling.

With Maam Donna, I knew her eversince I applied in the company.  She was the one who conducted my 2nd interview.  She was supposedly my supervisor if the account  didn't pull out.   She only texted me that I passed the assessment and just needed to wait for another account.  After months of waiting, I could start working.  I even looked for her during my orientation (the exact day when I first saw Ashe's boss and had a crush on him) only to find out that she wouldn't be my supervisor.  I was dissappointed, but I just wished that the new one would be nice and kind as well.  Obviously, my wish wasn't not granted.  Maam Donna knew the hell that me and my collegeaues experienced in "that another account."  I would always tell her that I didn't owe anything from "that supervisor" because she was the one who said "okay" to HR to hire me.  That's the truth!  Had I resigned before I became close to her, I would still go to her and thank her for everything.  She was the one who first knew I would resign.  I respect her a lot.  Aw, I miss Maam Donna!   I miss going to her station before going home, chatting with her, telling her my dissatisfactions, my dissappointments, my complains, etc. to my superiors.

The Clarification

Ashe's boss and I have quite a few common friends (close acquaintances, that's better to say).  But I didn't ask them to help me introduce to him.  Thank God I'm a shy-type person and I don't want to use people (especially my friends) for my own satisfaction.  Yeah, it was really painful just seeing him everyday from afar but I knew I could do nothing about it.  A former colleague bombarded me with tease to use my "connections."  He exasperately asked, "You're contented with that?" He was referring to my stealth glimpses to him.  Again, I didn't ask our common friends to introduce me to him.  I thought it was kinda weird and inappropriate on my part.  And the mere fact that many people thought he didn't deserve me.  That was the time when I was in deep state of paranoia because of the truly, madly, deeply in love feeling towards this guy.  My mind was in great overdrive while my heart was in cloud nine.  At this moment, thinking of those times, tears run to my face but I don't regret doing nothing.  You know why, because somehow, God allowed me to have close encounters with him.  Somehow, He allowed me to be with him in the elevator just for 10+ seconds - that's from ground floor to 5th floor or vice versa.  Those were the times you could catch me trembling during summer time.  Or worst thing that could happen, faint!

Back to my dream

I don't know why I dreamt of Maam Donna and Ate Dory.  I guess I miss them a lot or that thing really bothers me if something not so good happened.  I remember when I was having my clearance, I gave them gifts.  Gifts of gratitude, thanking them for always listening to my grievances and their advices.  After all, the last few months before I left the company, I didn't know who to trust; everyone was playing safe.  Only them together with the rest of the QA morning shift comforted me and cheered me up.  I will always be grateful to you, guys.

Thursday, December 1, 2011

Good thing - Ashe's Boss Day 4

I miss him again.  Good thing, he changed his profile pic.  He's still semi-bald.  Longing to see him sooner.

He was my strength.  It was really hard at work but everytime I see him, all the heartaches would go away.  I always remember my closest encounter with you.  You were in front of me, so near to me.  And I wanted to hug you.  I thought I saw a glimpse of forever.

From Introvoys' hit song Will I Survive

I have this feeling inside me that I always try to hide
This feeling has never ended didn't ever subside

Wednesday, November 30, 2011

Novena to God's Love by Bo Sanchez -Ashe's Boss Day 3

Last November 13, 2011, I received a very special blessing from God.  It was the first time I attended Feast PICC (although the very first time I actually attended Feast was a Sunday before in Aliw Theater).  There, servants warmly welcomed me.  I was with Sis Delle and Sis Cylen.  We just met there.  They were also first time attendees.  After the Feast first session, Bro. Bo announced that there was a special treat waiting for the first time attendees outside.  When we went outside, there were servants carrying placards asking for first time attendees.  They led us to a brother (sorry, forgot his name).  Then, we sat on a circle of chairs.  Brother gave us a small piece of mamon-like bread for a snack.  He also distributed Kerygma Magazine November issue as well as Novena to God's Love.  He explained to us the purpose of novena. 
It was a mini booklet like this.    When you open the booklet, you will see there a prayer



Feast Declaration of Abundance - Novena to God's Love by Bo Sanchez

Today, I receive all of God’s love for me.
Today, I open myself to the unbounded, limitless, overflowing abundance of God’s universe.
Today, I open myself to Your blessings, healing, and miracles.
Today, I open myself to God’s Word so that I become more like Jesus every day.
Today, I proclaim that I’m God’s Beloved.
I’m God’s Servant,
I’m God’s Powerful Champion,

And because I am blessed,
I will bless the world,
In Jesus’ Name.

Amen

On the next page, there's a message/letter from God.  It was touching.  I felt that God was really talking to me while reading it.  The next page is about how to write your dreams, your heart's desire.  There are 7 pages to write on your dreams, so you can put there your heart's desire in all aspects of your life.  One great thing about this novena is it reminds us not to be selfish when dreaming.  It tells us to dream of being abundant not just financially but also spiritually and to have healthy relationship with our family as well as to share the blessings that we're receiving.  It took me almost 2 weeks before writing my dreams in the booklet.  I knew I needed to reflect and meditate so to align my dreams to His will.  I drafted my dreams a week ago and last night, I finally wrote my dreams in the booklet.  I prayed before writing my dreams there asking Him to let me change my mind if such dreams are not good for me.  After writing, I prayed the prayer at the last page thanking Him for fulfilling my dreams written there.  


Before sleeping, I read again my dreams.  I know that those are God's will for me and I thank Him for helping me dream of His will for me.  Someone special is included in my dreams.  They will all happen soon.  By that time, I'll be blessing a lot of people. 


Keep smiling!




Tuesday, November 29, 2011

Ashe's Boss (The Quick Brown Fox) Day2

These past few weeks, I would go out of our office to stroll in the mall.  As I walked, I kept on wishing that I would bump into someone, someone that my heart used to take good care of.  Just so today, again, I was just strolling, someone called me. I thought it was a colleague of mine who's taking his/her break also.  I was surprised when I saw a former colleague/friend, Ate Lorena (with her 2 cute boys).  I was so ecstatic for a moment.  I haven't seen her for years. I mature a lot, I know.  Briefly, I told her my whereabouts, what I've been doing and my shares of luck.  Then, I bid goodbye to her.  While walking back to the office, I started thinking, Ate Lorena and I knew each other for (I think)  only 4 months when she resigned from our former employer, and she actually remembered me.  Someone crossed my mind "again".  Sigh!  Will Ashe's boss remember me like that?  Will he recognize me when we bumped into each other also?  I wonder.  I don't know.  Well, we didn't know each other, but I know we used to meet each other's eyes when we were still in the same company.

Bothered by these questions, I'm posting this song by the  Introvoys from their Greatest Hits album  (just the chorus part)

Living my life thinking of you everyday
Hoping next time that we meet you'd stay
No matter how much I try
You still make me cry



I miss him so much. =(

Monday, November 28, 2011

Reviving the Intro of these Boys (Introvoys)

One of my greatest music influences when I was young, Introvoys, .  I miss them.  I miss their music.  Just a week ago, Paco Arespacochaga (Introvoys' drummer) posted a picture on his twitter account twitter.com/arespacochaga.  He wrote there, 1994, SLEX, on the way to a concert tour in Laguna.  I replied, "the first time I saw you guys perform was during your  campus tour in Canossa, Calamba Laguna in 1994.  He replied, "that's the photo."  For a moment, I thought of that night of December 16, 1994.   I was with my cousins and my sister.  My sister and I thought that our parents won't allow us to go.  We were still young that time and Php 100 ticket was a big value that time. I guess they allowed us because we older cousins would accompany us.  I was only a 1st-year high school student back then.  I was nostalgic when Paco posted the photo. Aw, I truly miss these guys.  My collection of their albums was in cassette form.  We didn't have CD player before.  I also had poster of them, a Line to Heaven poster.  Something like this.




When Paco went here just last October for Tanduay Rockfest.  He mentioned there that he wished when he comes back here, he'w with other band members.  How I really wish I could see them.  I have several songs of them in my Ipod, my most favorite songs of them.




For Ashe's Boss (Quick Brown Fox) Day 1

Day 1 to write about him.  Five months since the last time I saw him.  I want to talk about him but my friends will try to avoid it. I just want you to know how much you're truly missed (by me).  I will continue to dream of the day when I will finally meet you again.  I won't force you to change.  My only dream is a lifetime commitment with me.

Saturday, November 26, 2011


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Friday, November 25, 2011

People I Admire


Right now, I want to write something about people I admire.  Some of them, I can consider my heroes.  Of course, a lot of people inspires me, including my mentors (Maam Nicole and Ate Pam, I miss them a lot), but to categorize them in their respective crafts was really hard.  I hope I did well with this.

I admire my parents when it comes to parenting.  Of course! I don't know if I'm a good daughter.  The only thing I know is I try to be a good person all the time so people won't question my parents how they raised me.

When it comes to selflessness, I admire Bro. Bo Sanchez.  He is not selfish to share to other people his knowledge of how to become rich as he is.  He also shares all the blessings he's been receiving to poor people.  I admire that he wants to be a blessing to others.

When it comes to fitness, I love Cory Quirino. How old is she again? 58?! Well, well.  I admire that she takes care of her health and wellness, keeping herself beautiful and young all these years.

When it comes to business, I truly admire Socorro C. Ramos (Nanay Coring), the matriarch of National Bookstore (the Philippines leading retailer of books, office supplies, and greeting cards).  She built the business from scratch. Out of that small store, she dreamt to become big time in business world.  Her innate entrepreneurial skills made her successful.  Though, tough times came that she and her husband needed to rebuild National Book Store thrice; they didn't give up.  Right now, they have ventured to several businesses including music stores, Tower Records and Music One, Gift Gate (the home of Hello Kitty and Swatch), and Crossings Department Store.

When it comes to understanding technology, I admire my favorite Taiwanese actor, Jimmy Lin.  He knows a lot when it comes to cool and new gadgets.  He even uses these in his business and actually creating big buckets out of being a techie geek.

When it comes to managing money, I admire Francisco Colayco.  He teaches ways to manage money and increase your money flow.

When the going gets tough, I admire Ninoy Aquino. The first time  I saw his tragic death was through Betamax (you have a hint of my age).  I think that was a news recorded by my uncle.  Of course, I didn't understand back then.  It was just when I grew up, after the death of Cory Aquino and PNoy's campaign for 2010 presidential election, I got interested with his life.  Somehow, in a very, very little circumstance, I was also a victim of politics.  I wanted to speak out, but the people who were against me were powerful in my former company.  They truly power tripped and hurt a lot of former employees.  What I did, I left the company with dignity and respect from my other colleagues.  As we all know, even death was chasing Ninoy, but he still came back here in his own country and wasn't afraid to face death for his fellow Filipinos.  Truly a hero.

When it comes to great meal and cooking, I admire my mom, Tita Sophie, Atoy (my mom's brother and Tita Sophie's husband), and Tito Ben (RIP) (he was the one who made me eat kinilaw which I never ate when I was young).  I think they're (we're) a family of great cooks.  I hope I got those genes in cooking.  What I admire about them is that when I appreciate a certain dish they make, the following week or several weeks later or even during special occasions, they will surely make that dish especially for me.  Well, it's because I'm really appreciative when I feel great about certain stuff.

When it comes to music (composing songs in particular) I admire Ryan Cayabyab (my favorite songs that he composed are Smokey Mountain songs and Kay Ganda Ng Musika), Trina Belamide (You've Made Me Stronger and World Youth Day 1995 theme Tell the World of His Love) and Jimmy Antiporda (Maybe and Hurting Inside).  I love their songs.  I love how they put lyrics as well as the melody in their songs. No wonder, they're undoubtedly the three most certified award-winning composers in the Philippines.  They composed a lot of OPM classics and I love OPM.

My generosity hero would still be Bro. Bo Sanchez as mentioned above.

Enviable lifestyle hero, I can't think of any.  I guess Oprah Winfrey.  You all know why.  She's a woman of style and substance.

Do you know Elle Woods?  She is the main character in the film Legally Blonde played by Reese Witherspoon.  What I like about her accomplishments in this movie, she was tagged to be insensible, sluggish, stupid, etc because she was blonde.  Her boyfriend dumped her and replaced her with a law student in Harvard University.  In order to win her boyfriend back, she tried (with all her might) to pass the Harvard's  entrance exam.  Though she had her way in, still her boyfriend and his new girlfriend looked down on her.  Anyway, for full synopsis of the film go here Legally Blonde.  I love how Elle progressed in this film.  I think she accomplished something out of being "just a blonde."

For travelling, I don't have any but I like to travel different places.

For incredible self-expression, I admire Korean actress (Kim Tae Hee). Well, she's my idol.  She's pretty and intelligent at the same time.  She's very true to herself.  I love watching her series.  I think she's an average actress but her presence in her series is really appealing.

For writing, I admire Paulo Coelho and Bo Sanchez.  I love The Alchemist.  His novels can be related to real world.  I love Bo Sanchez's books.  Everytime I read of them, I feel I'm actually listening to him as he speaks, with all those jokes in parentheses.  It's like he's really talking to me, advising me, and telling me how beautiful life is.

For simplicity, (sorry for being young at heart) I admire a fiction hero Kaori Rokumeikan (White Swan of Chojin Sentai Jetman).  I  admire her because she came from a wealthy family.  Although, during the first few episodes, she just thought of being a Jetman as a past time from her boring life.  But as the series progressed, she found a warrior was truly inside of her.  Amidst of lack of experience in fighting (she was raised a princess after all), she was still willing to fight to protect the Earth from alien invaders.  Thus, Gai Yuuki fell in love with him.  Yeah right, I'm promoting Gai Yuuki, one of my Japanese action hero crushes.

For spirituality, yes again, Bro. Bo.  His spiritualism led me to experience and be a part of the happiest place on earth, The Feast.  I thank God for meeting a lot of great people with the same belief in Christ, praising Him, and giving back the glory to Him.

For success, Charice and Sarah Geronimo. There are a lot of great singers in the Philippines, but I can really say who can make it big to stardom. It's not just the talent; it's the heart along that gift. When I saw Charice sang "Bring Back The Times" (originally sang by Dessa) in Little Big Star, I knew she could go a long way.  Maybe, I have that star-value instinct (believe me).  That's what I also felt when Sarah Geronimo belted Celine Dion's "To Love You More" during Search For A Star finals night. These two performers are proofs that  if you have that passion and faith, you can move mountains to reach your dreams.

This is the first task of my first lesson.  Honestly, I find this very exciting.  I hope to learn more tomorrow. Thanks a lot, Bro. Jomar.